selves at my expense. I love to see young folks happy. But the rising generation have been put forward into public notice too much thereby made selfish & bold, not respectful & modest. However I could not see how they behave at the Heath party for my eyes were dim and the lights tried them. As I could not dance or play cards I looked about me for someone to converse with. Once I was refered to by two ladies to answer a question on a subject unsuited to the occasion, of life & death – not the killing of kittens.
Sat. 18 [1851]
After working about & putting my house in order I sewed — finished a shirt for Edw. mended stockings, and knitted on a little shirt in the eve. Ed, CR & Wat — went over to the pond to skate. As they staid late I felt uneasy for a boy was drowned there the day before . I felt so thankful to hear their merry laughter when they arr. that I slept soundly.

I wrote to CW. C.W.W. St. Louis
— and today Sun. 19 I went up to church with Dr[,] Mrs. Candler & Wat. Rev. Knapp preached one of the best sermons I ever heard. Upon keeping of the Sabbath & going to the house of worship in the spirit of the Lord -- & not in a spirit of criticism, [unclear word] to those who did go in the latter spirit. He blamed them not for going about to different churches. They might easily find objections against the sermons or may be against the man but if they really went in the spirit of the Lord for meditation & prayer they would not be greatly disturbed if they heard no sermon.
Mond & Tues
Very busy days. Some sewing. Eyes better. Received letters fm Susan & Laura. I ans. Laura's. Ripped up & altered a gingham wrap for self.